Sheez..How dare they do this to me..

What the tetttt!!!
Brani towl diowg simbah air colgate kt aQ..
Mle2 diowg pnggil aQ sbb konon2 nyer nk bg tau yg diorg xpuas aty ngan aQ psal
"Sponging" kn patient..ok FINE..
aQ just dgr dlu smpi abes pew problem nyer..
Yg wt aQ start nanges tuh time diowg simbah aQ tuh laa..
Omak aih..aQ nk pkai bju pew..??
Lps mndi kali ke brape ntoh..aQ just pkai bju tdow..
Btw..diorg mmg terbaekk arh sbb WAKENABEB!!!!
Shitt!! >w<

WTF...

Urghh!!

Tetibe migrain niey dtg lagi..

ubat da abes.. :(
sabar jelaa...
Jd vampire lagi laa aQ mlm nieyh...

to strangers out there..don't think that i'll reply ur msg ur chat wif u..
I dun wanna take risk.. ^^

Bye.. :)

Like Usual..I hate to go back at hostel..

My godness!!
Apela nsib aQ niey..nape cpt towl mse b'lalu????!!!

aQ xnk blek hostel...

da la kne kje kt wad knak2 lak..hadoi..

I hate kids!!! They're so stubborn...!
Mnde yg wat aQ lg bengang,ade sowg auntie niey mgadu kt sister yg adr student nurse junior

mndikn dye xgne soft skill..

Adoi..aQ rse aQ mmg slah..mybe owg laen pnyer problem..

Nyesalnyer aQ g plih ***** jd partner aQ mse mndikn patient tuh..

Klo nk ikotkn aQ mmg xbrani nk mndikn patient yg dlm condition cm tuh..

Da laa..I'm already sleepy..
Nytezz..Zzzz..

He stole my heart..

Annyeong..

I like the way you move STOP!

Haha..it's just a lyric from my favourite song..
Based from the tittle,I wanna story bout someone that are already stole my heart..

His name is Park Kyung..Hahaha.. xD

I like him at the first time I watch Block B MV..

My godness!!I can feel he have something that make me fall in love with him..

I like his smile,his style,his wink!!

*bleeding nose*

Another My Sad Story..

 Annyeong.. 

Tetibe rse cam nk add story kt blog aQ nieyh..
The day aQ blek umah pak cik aQ dri hostel at Damansara,my mum adr kt sne..
mse tuh mmg aQ happy gler ar sbb dpt jmpe my mum..!! :)
Tp..actually,my mum kne blek kuantan sbb the next day (ary smlm)dia adr program ngan
student dia.. My Godness!!

Tuhan je yg taw btape sdihnyer aQ sbb xpuas nk mnje2 ngan my mum..

Mmg mse my mum da nk blek tuh msing2 mte da merah tp xnk tnjuk msing2 pnyer prasaan..

Tp at least aQ smpat ckp kt my mum yg aQ rndu kt dia..

And aQ smpat bg card and hadiah for my mum's birthday..

aQ rse setengah jam je aQ jmpe my mum.. :'(

Umi, you're my everything!!!!!

Yeay..Esok I'm going home.. ^^

Hey..dpt gak curik mse update blog aQ niey.. :)
Mcm2 yg jd sepanjang aQ posting kat KPJ Damansara niey..
1st,aQ dpt knal ngan sowg auntie niey..
Dye mmg sweet cgt.. ^^
Eck mmg kne snap pix ngan auntie tuh sblm blek cuti.. :)

2nd,aQ t'lpas nw wt procedure Last Office.. :(

Adoi..yg pnting eck aQ dpt kuar dri umah puaka niey!!!
Yeah~~!!!!!

Hahaha..LoL.. :P

Ouh Noooo..

I'm so sad tonight..
Again!! I've to leave my house for registering myself at KPJ Damansara Specialist Hospital..
Aigoo.. * looking at every part of my house* :(
Hope all of this will over as soon as possible..
I can't stand with all of this anymore...
I wanna stay with my cat..
He's got injured at his foot.. T^T
Pity him..I will cry when look at him..
He didn't eat a lot like usual because he don't wanna walk too much..
Can you feel his pain at every step he's walking..
He will not run..
He only will walking slowly..sit on the chair..and sleep..
Mostly today he's only sleeping..
That's all for tonight..
Got to pack my clothes..
Take care..

Love You Like A Love Song.. :D

It's been said and done
Every beautiful thought's been already sung

And I guest right now here's the another one

So your melody will play on and on

With the best of them

You are beautiful

Like a dream come alive incredible
A centerfold miracle,lyrical

You've save my life again

And I want you to know baby

I,I love you like a love song baby

I,I love you like a love song baby

I,I love you like a love song baby
And I keep hittin re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

I,I love you like a love song baby

I,I love you like a love song baby

I,I love you like a love song baby

And I keep hittin re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

Constantly, boy you played through my mind like a symphony

There's no way to describe what you do to me

You just do to me

What you do

And it feels like I've been rescued

I've been set free

I am hypnotized by your destiny

You are magical,lyrical,beautiful

You are...And I want you to know baby

I,I love you like a love song baby

I,I love you like a love song baby

I,I love you like a love song baby

And I keep hittin re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

I,I love you like a love song baby

I,I love you like a love song baby

I,I love you like a love song baby

And I keep hittin re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

No one compares

You stand alone

To every recorn I own

Music to my heart that's you are

A song that goes on and on

I,I love you like a love song baby

I,I love you like a love song baby

I,I love you like a love song baby

And I keep hittin re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

I,I love you like a love song baby

I,I love you like a love song baby

I,I love you like a love song baby

I love you..like a love song...

3 ary lagi..Arghhh!!!

OmG..Just like the tittle.. T^T
3 days more left.. agioo..
gwenchana.. ^^
there's must be good things waiting for me outside there.. *pray*
I'm too nervous when thinking bout posting..
I'm also don't want to leave my home..
The most bad thing is..this year I'll celebrate my birthday at hospital!!!
Sheez...so sad.. :(
That's all larh..dunno else wut to story bout..

Lyrics for my life..

 You really did forget everything
Seeing how happily you’re greeting me
Only then did I vaguely begin to feel the pain
The wound that had yet to appear on my skin
The tears would not come
Since this farewell didn’t seem significant
Since it felt so inconsequential
A pleasant goodbye ultimately there can be no such thing
If I had known, I would have cried it all out then
At that time, that I was already a part of your ending
Was a story only I didn’t know
So it wasn’t love
It was just a moment which you spent by my side
Now I’m vaguely beginning to understand
Why you could only apologize
I must have been too excited
The very moment you left me, I was expecting you again
How foolish was I?
A pleasant goodbye ultimately there can be no such thing
If I had known, I would have cried it all out then
At that time, that I was already a part of your ending
Was a story only I didn’t know

Last Day at college for Sem 1...

Annyeong and good afternoon.. ^^
Kali niey aQ nk citer sal last day at college for Sem 1.. wheee~
Mse niey adr jmuan ary rye + merdeka..
Tp..totally mmg bored ary tuh.. =..=
Xsia2 aQ xbeli kupon..
My roommate gadai diowg pnyer kupon sbb msing2 parents da otw nk amek..
Sblm aQ blek,adr lar smpat snap2 pix ngan my bffff (one of my roommate)

Nak jadi model iklan ubat gigi jenama downy jap.. :P

apesal muka kitowg jadi cm niey??? = ="

no mood for edit all the pix.. T^T

That's all for it..
Now..my pix mse otw nk blek my hometown..kuantan..yippi!!
Here...

mse niey mmg aQ totally ngah bosan ..LoL.. x)

Me with nurse unif0rm..

Annyeong alls! :)

this chapter aQ just nk citer sal pew yg jd spanjang aQ xupdate bl0g niey..

Kowg igt lg x sal antu st0kin?

Ha,kwujudan nyer t'lah d'ketahui oleh a few alert future staff nurse!

Peh,mse tuh antu stokin kne ktuk kaw2 pnyer! Amekaw!hehe..

Now..n0 m0re antu st0kin.. ^^v YeAh!

Move to another story..aQ da dpt nurse unif0rm..heheh..

Parents aQ bsing tk0wt bju tuh sendat..but..it's my luck sbb bju tuh t'baek lar..n0t too loose or tight.. :D chewah..cm ngah wt procedure bandaging lax..ahaks.. :p

ThAt's all for n0w..

Bye2..

Gomawoyo f0r reading.. ;)

Ary yg memenatkan!!

Annyeong!!
Ary niey aQ epy sgt sbb dpt blek umah..hehe..
Smlm aQ tumpang tdow kt umah akak snior kt nilai impian..
Cm PPE gak..msti adr cik nyamuk yg gnggu tdow aQ..isk3..soba jola..
Pgi td aQ gerak dri Nilai Impian pkul 8 something..
Malangnyer..ktowg t'tnggal bas..
so..ktowg t'pkse tggu jap..then! adr sowg pak cik driver bus niey ckp
sowg leyh naek bus yg dye bwak tuh..
The mean is,aQ ngan akak snior tuh t'pkse b'pisah..sob..sob..
Mmg menyeksakan spanjang aQ dlam bus tuh!!
aQ t'pkse suk kat seat assistant driver!!! OmG!!
I hate it so damn!!!!
The moral of the story..aQ mmg kne bgn awl...so xb'ulang lgi
pristiwa tuh.. T^T

Raya ke-2..agioo..da kne start study maa...

No need any intro2 lar..direct to the story!! >o<"
Eck da kne blek other village.. :'(
Andwae!! Kt sne xde line utk brabby lar..!!
Siot!!!!!!! Cmne aQ nk on9 klo xde line kt sne?!!!!
@!#$%$#!!&*... = ="
Sblm sin aQ mkin b'tmbh..better aQ tamatkn drama yg xley bla niey..
Sayonara~

Selamat Hari Raya!! ^^

Yeah! pejam celik,pejam celik suda raye ma~~
Hoho..cpt towl mse b'lalu..

Taon niey raye xbest sbb cuti dpt sket je.. :'(
Untung lar sape yg dpt raye ngn fmily dri 1st raye smpi abes raye..sob..sob..

mlm smlm,peh! peh! peh! kuat gler bnyi mercun!!!
Cm ngah perang pown adr lorh..haha.. xD
LoL!! da nganto suda.. = o =
zzzz..bye! bye!

My heart not belongs to you now..

Annyeong.. :'(
Now,aQ dlm mood sdeyh..sob..sob..

aQ rse dye da xpduli kt aQ da..

or..mybe dye sbnrnyer anggap aQ niey just sbg friend.. :(

Ouh..tidakkkk!!!! aQ xleyh trime sume niey..!!

The most beautiful lie in the world, Goodbye..goodbye,

The word I spit out even though it rips my heart apart, Goodbye..goodbye ,

It means ‘Good’ bye ,it’s word that make no sense,

As much as I loved, as much as I believed, it hurts  that much

I hate you so much, I’m so sad that it hurts it hurts,

This is separation, there’s no way it can be good, but still goodbye,

Goodbye, even though I hate you, you’re my love,

The first person that taught me love,

The lie of a man that sends you away,

Goodbye goodbye

Your body heat that only I felt, Goodbye goodbye,

Your lips that I kissed, goodbye goodbye,

I’m so helpless, but still for you,

The word as a man, goodbye goodbye,

Hold you with all my strength for one last time and goodbye goodbye,

Like a stretching tape, I mutter heavily, be happy goodbye,

Goodbye, meet a good person, goodbye,

I endure the breakup scenes in those predictable dramas,

The word is goodbye, in the end you get stolen by someone else,

Our love is thrown away like a kid that lost his parents,

This separation is your and my fault,

We are sinner against love,

Don’t cry, silly. I’m really okay,

I’ll live and be happy whatever it takes,

Meeting, love, memories, separation, I was so thankful for that time,

I’ll clench my teeth and send you away,

I’ll forget you whatever it takes,

The heart freezing story we both made,

Goodbye goodbye,

This is the first and last lie for you….

Sungguh xleyh bla! = ="

Annyeong! :)
Yeah..dpt gak update blog aQ niey.. ^^
Smbil2 dgr lgu "HANDS UP" tetibe dpt ilham nk update utk blog niey..
aQ teringat sal last presentation utk class madam Mary before ktowg blek kg msing2..
Btw,madam Mary mmg t'baek larh sbb release ktowg awl! lebiu larh!!

Smbung blek sal last presentation td..

Our madam Mary sruh ktowg ubah lyrics lgu pape jela (include lgu rye)

mmg xley bla aQ ngn "leader" group aQ tuh..
nk sume perfect tp,dye xwt pape pown..
dye tuh cm "habuk" utk group ktowg..
serabut jewp..!!!

Niey larh gmbr candid yg smpat aQ ambik dri partner aQ.. :)
The lyric aQ xleyh nk ltak kt sni sbb some lyrics missing..haha.. :p

mse ngah bz wt plan utk presentation + wt ktupat .. :)

Night before ktowg kne wt presentation..haha.. xD
(sowie..umah agak b'sepah sket sbb sume cbok mngemas bju utk blek kg)
Lg satu,tolong abaikan plastic mydin and also sos cili ats mje tuh..hehe..

Haru-haru (day by day) Kao buad aQ menyampah..

Annyeong!!
Ary niey kegilaan aQ mkin menjadi-jadi..

Roommate aQ yg bajet "bgos" mkin lme mkin nmpk taringnyer.. = ="

Noks,kao pew hal wt prangai cm tuh,hah?!

Adr ku kesah?? :p
Sungguh xleyh blah ble kao pndng aQ ngn pandangan cm tuh..
Kao taw x,ble kao pndng aQ cm tuh,sume region2 yg adr kt prot aQ yg smakin taff niey
lari lintang-pukang...blood flow pown da x t'urus..
Deoxygenated ngn oxygenated blood da x hingat mne nk pegi..
Kao igt kao tuh cun sgt ar..POYO seyh!!!
Cam sial jewp!
Xpew..stiap perbuatan adr balasannyer dear.. :)

Specialist Damansara Hospital..Here I come!!!

Annnyeong!!!

Good evening to the night..

aQ da lme xupdate blog niey sbb t'lmpau bz ngn sbjek feveret aQ..***.. :p

This monday last klas utk madam M*******
Yeahh~~!! xsbar doe! :D
Tp,yg xbest..aQ dpt taw yg bln 10 niey aQ kne g posting kt Hospital KPJ Damansara..
New problem..aQ t'pkse asah-mengasah speaking aQ yg smakin melalut niey.. = ="

Tp,xpew lar sbb roommate aQ pown dpt tmpt yg sme.. ;)

Okeys..That's all~

Ketensionan melanda..

Good  morning hmpir ke noon~

Pgi niey tetibe aQ buang tebiat g bgn awl.. = ="
Pew lar nk jd ngn aQ niey..

Niey sume gara2 sbjk A&P~~!!!!!!!!!!

aQ cyg madam m******u ketat2.. :p

thanks eyp sbb wt aQ jd cm spongebob ilang patrick.. haha.. xD

si pencinta teddy da pnggil aQ suh breakfast..
hadoiiii~~
bYe.. :)

aQ xnk balikkk!!

Good evening hmpir ke night..

aQ sdih towl ary niey..
Esk da nk blek smule kt nilai.. :(
Huarghhh!!!!
Tension towl..A&P lar yg wt aQ agak mental sket.. ~(=o=)~
Ouh madam..why you so cruel with us??? >o<
Agioo~~
Arghhh!! Tension ble pk cmne aQ nk igt sume mnde tuh??!!
Yg wat aQ lgi tension,roommate aQ antu stokin tuh pretend yg dia tuh genies..wekk!!
Whatever..

TaKe My HeArT.. :)

You can take my heart
For a walk on the beach,
You can take my heart
For a little trip,
You can take my heart
Very close to your heart,
You can take my heart
Forever if you like.

But not every heart
Belongs to any other
You and I
You and I are meant to be.

I'm the one for you
you're the one for me
you love me as much as I do
when you look at me and we're skin to skin
I want you, so please come in
and you love me more and more
and my love grows up with you
and you kiss me more and more
and I kiss you too
and I kiss you too

If I take your heart
I will cherish it every day
If I take your heart
I will heal these old wounds
If I take your heart
it's to make it happy
If I take your heart
it's forever close to mine

But not every heart
belongs to any other
You and I

You and I
are meant to be
I'm the one for you
you're the one for me
you love me as much as I do
when you look at me and we're skin to skin
I want you, so please come in
and you love me more and more
and my love grows up with you
and you kiss me more and more
and I kiss you too
and I kiss you too

I don't care
I don't care
if I'm again carried away
if you swear
if you swear
to give me your heart in return
I don't care, I don't care!
if i'm again carried away
if you swear
if you swear
to give me your heart in return
to give me your heart in return

T'kezut Mak... Hahaha.. XD

Good evening hmpir ke night..
Skrg da msuk wktu mghrib...

Antu stokin smakin aktif..

Si antu niey bgn dri keranda stokin and tros solat mghrib..

Haha~ baek pnyer jnis antu..

Yg wt aQ hangin..dia siap "sound" lg sbb xkjot dia utk solat asar..

Hek elleh~~~ wktu solat igt2 sndri ar!

Hey,dsar antu stokin!!!

Mlm niey mlm jmaat..peh,smkin aktif si antu stokin b'sme saka nyer.. T^T

Arghh! serabot aQ ngn antu stokin niey..

*tgk jam* OMG! aQ da lmbt nk g men bdmnton..

Mlm ney game baek pnyer...

nk tgk x pngadil aQ??

Heheh..

maaf..maaf..dia niey slah pkai "eye shadow"
btw,dia mmg howt!
Kau mmpu noks nk make-up cm niey??
hny dia yg mmpu.. haha.. XD
Pstt..niey bkn "eye shadow" murahan okeys..
diimport dri kpjiuc..haha..

 

 

 

Roommate Ku Yang Kuat Membute... = ="

Day by day..aQ mkin xthan ngn si antu stokin niey..

waktu mlm mmg la mlm an???tpi mslhnyer wktu siang x muncul2...
asal dye tdo jew,aQ ngn roommate yg len kne ikut syarat2 nie:

1) jgn wt bsing..(no whisper2 too lorh!)

2) jgn ktawe kuat..(korg xtaw klo time aQ tdow dia ktawe cmne)

3) jgn gegarkn ktil.. (time dia xpew lak)

4) klo dgr lgu,kne wt mood mute.. 

5) xleyh lempar bom nagashima mrate2.. 

Klo aQ or mngse2 si antu stokin niey lnggar praturan niey..

HaBiS laRh kne sembur cm febreez (tp bau arOmA stokin yg mnusuk kidney and also cell2 yg b'knaan..larhh)

aQ rase kowang gerenti plik...coz dduk dalam blik dgn alam yg sentiasa mlm....
no more siang,maen n bgurau....bborak pon haram nk buat...

APE PON X BOLEHHH~!!!!

Moral of the story...jgn cri roommate yg adr sifat2 cm antu stokin niey..

Hisy..lme2,leyh b'gegar medula oblongata aQ..

Cell2 yg adr..lintang pukang g cri body laen..

Muscle2...ape lg,msuk acare lari bsuh stokin b'gnti2 larhhh.....

.

Saka stokin kat dlm auditorium KPJ college..

Sparuh gler towl klo igt sal peristiwa niey..

One day..dlm audi,aku ngah syok lyan sbjek "Anatomi and Physiologi"..

Tetibe...adr 1 bau yg amat mnusuk kalbu and also mnggeletek brain aku yg sparuh gler
mnghafal part of bodies..
Aku pon investigate ar punce bau tuh..

Psing kiri,herm..xde bau pape pon..

Ble aku psing knan,isk3..

Aku tgk this "Young nnek" bkak ksut dia..

Omak aih..kecut mte aku!!

Then,aku gtaw mmber yg sme2 ske mngumpat nnek tuh..
Ktawe xigt dnia diorg..

Waeyo sume niey jd kat aku???

Ouh tidakkkk!!!
Mmg dahsyatt... >o<

I'm not single anymore..Weee...!!! XD

Yeah!!
Finally..I'm not single anymore.. :)
Wahaha.. XD
Mle2,aku kcau dia sbb dia pnggil aku hmster..siot btol... = ="
tpi,xpew lar..i still love him..heheh.. <-- mood mark johnson da mai da..
tetibe dia minx nk wat status in relationship ngn aku kt fb..
OMG..Hadoi..xsngke towl..
Whatever~ si "young nenek" lak cbuk bebenor pk sal kndri kwin aku..
hish..agk2 ar..aku still mude lg...
togel pnyer nnek.. >o<
Aku xtaw pew motif dia niey...

Kesewelan melanda..!!

Annyeong~~!!!

Urgh,sumbak gler aku skrg niey!!

Tabiat lme dah mai dahh...

Migrain aku kalau lme2 cam niey..

Hey,brasap arh..

hadoyyy...

Aku nk ngumpat sal smlm lar..heheh.. <-- mark johnson's trademark aku pinjam sat..

Aku mmg bengang gler smlm sbb xdpt balik kuantan..

aku rindu kat kucing aku.. :'(

Bowink abes ar mse orientasi tuh!

Dduk lak sblah nnek ku yg "t'cyunk"

Kesengalan pon melanda...

Nsib baik mse tuh aku bwk earphone.. :)

Tp,aku x dpt byangkan yg aku t'pkse dduk kt sblah nnek tuh slame 3 taon!!!

OMG!!!! WTF.. >o<

LOL~~

That's all..

Lps niey aku kne practice wat diary lam bi..

sengal towl...

pai pai... ^o^

Aku mau tido dah...

My Feveret Song!! (CAN YOU SMILE)

아주 오래 전 너를 보았던
그 느낌을 기억해 난
너를 알았던 나를 알았던
그 시절이 생각나
너를 닮고 싶던
어울리고 싶던
간절했던 시간을
난 다시 생각해
다 지나간 한낱 추억 뿐인걸
And Can you smile
니가 원하잖아
니가 바라잖아
내 맘 만으로는
널 잡을 수가 없는가봐
And Can you smile
내가 가라잖아
난 괜찮다잖아
마지막 너에게
난 이것 밖엔 못 주나봐

이미 오래 전 내가 받았던
니 마음을 기억해 난
내겐 넘치던 니가 고맙던
그 시절이 생각나
가장 사랑할 때
가장 행복할 때 이별을 마주했어
내겐 참 넘쳐서
미안해서 잡아둘 순 없는걸
And Can you smile
니가 원하잖아
니가 바라잖아
내 맘 만으로는
널 잡을 수가 없는가봐
And Can you smile
내가 가라잖아
난 괜찮다잖아
마지막 너에게
난 이것 밖엔 못 주나봐
그래도 그래도 결국 그래도 난
하지만 아마도 결국 그래도 난
그래도 그래도 결국 그래도 난
하지만 결국 그래도 난
그래 빈번해진 니 그 말
답답했어 변해진 내 말투와 행동이
할말 없게 만든다고
화만 나게 돋군다고
쏘아대며 격해진
밤 하늘에
별이 밝혀줬지
달이 비춰줬지
항시 갈 길 갔지
별들과 밤이 온다
다른 별에 가려질 뿐
the moon always stay there
I’ll always be here for you want you
And Can you smile
널 잡고 싶지만 붙잡고 싶지만
내 곁에 있어서 넌 웃음을 잃어가잖아
And Can you smile
내가 가라잖아 난 괜찮다잖아
내 곁을 떠나야
넌 행복할 수 있으니까

 

aju orae jeon neoreul boatdeon
geu neukkimeul gieokhae nan
neoreul aratdeon nareul aratdeon
geu sijeori saenggangna
neoreul darmgo sipdeon
eoulligo sipdeon
ganjeolhaetdeon siganeul
nan dasi saenggakhae
da jinagan hannat chueok ppuningeol
And Can you smile
niga wonhajanha
niga barajanha
nae mam maneuroneun
neol jabeul suga eomneungabwa
And Can you smile
naega garajanha
nan gwaenchantajanha
majimak neoege
nan igeot bakken mot junabwa
imi orae jeon naega badatdeon
ni maeumeul gieokhae nan
naegen neomchideon niga gomapdeon
geu sijeori saenggangna
gajang saranghal ttae
gajang haengbokhal ttae ibyeoreul majuhaesseo
naegen cham neomchyeoseo
mianhaeseo jabadul sun eomneungeol
And Can you smile
niga wonhajanha
niga barajanha
nae mam maneuroneun
neol jabeul suga eomneungabwa
And Can you smile
naega garajanha
nan gwaenchantajanha
majimak neoege
nan igeot bakken mot junabwa
geuraedo geuraedo gyeolguk geuraedo nan
hajiman amado gyeolguk geuraedo nan
geuraedo geuraedo gyeolguk geuraedo nan
hajiman gyeolguk geuraedo nan
geurae binbeonhaejin ni geu mal
dapdaphaesseo byeonhaejin nae maltuwa haengdongi
halmal eopge mandeundago
hwaman nage dotgundago
ssoadaemyeo gyeokhaejin
bam haneure
byeori barkhyeojwotji
dari bichwojwotji
hangsi gal gil gatji
byeoldeulgwa bami onda
dareun byeore garyeojil ppun
the moon always stay there
I‘ll always be here for you want you
And Can you smile
neol japgo sipjiman butjapgo sipjiman
nae gyeote isseoseo neon useumeul irheogajanha
And Can you smile
naega garajanha nan gwaenchantajanha
nae gyeoteul tteonaya

neon haengbokhal su isseunikka

 

 

 

nEw LiFe.. :)

Ahaks..

Bru skrg dpt free time nk update blog niey.. = ="

Cam bese..kesengalan makin menebal sejak duduk kat PPE.. >o<

Siyes aku ckap! 1st yg wat aku xtahan...roommate aku yg mcm nenek..

tiap-tiap mse msti nk bebel sana sini!! 

Urgh,tuhan jela tao...

tp...dia mmg terbaekkkk larh! :)

2nd,bnyi2 sumbang yg didermakan oleh pnghuni2  PPE yg ats2 tuh~

Hadoiyai..sentap bulu-bulu yg ader noks..

3rd,prangai2 dak student yg ade..

Huh,sakit mate aku.. ><

Pape pown..PPE mmg terbaekkkk larhhh!!!!!

Wuhuuuu! Wuhuuuu!

Best Fwenz 4ever! :)

My bimbos cat.. :)

Annyeong.. ^^

Now,I will only post my cat's photo..

Sheez! he always give me trouble.. ><

But..I'm still love him.... :)

He's sexy,naughty,dangerous and playboy... hahaha.. Lol~!!
He likes when someone snap his photo.. 
But...be careful!
He might slap you if you're pretend like want to snap his photo..

Do you think he's cute? ^^

                                                                                                    

Cat  without  body.. keke~

                                                                                       

Sarangaeyeo omma! ^o^

Annyeong..! ^^

Ary niey aq tdow 3 jam jer!! ><"

Xpew larh..demi "Mother's Day"..

Pagi niey,aq just wat breakfast.. huhu~~

Tetibe jd rajin.. :)

Aq bgn and wat breakfast pown sbb niey last month aq duk kat umah.. :( 

Mood umi aq pown baek ary niey.. ^^

And,the best thing is.....she make caramel pudding! ^o^ *jump*

That's why I love my omma.. :)

Ok..that's all...

Last wish,hope my omma will happy always and God bless her.. :)

What is the best gift to give at my omma for "Mother's Day"...??

Annyeong.. >o<

Tonight I can't sleep because I'm thinking what the suitable gift for my omma..

Someone said,I should give her teddy bear...

Herm...my omma doesn't like teddy bear.. >o<

If I buy the teddy bear,maybe I will buy it for my own self..

I think maybe I will buy a special card for her.. (^o^)/  *save budget*

Kekeke... X)

Lies...

Lying that you love me, lying that you miss me
Lying that you are coming back, all that you say are lies
Lying that you will watch out for me, lying that you cant live without me,
Why did you promise all these things if you were going to leave like this.

It has to be you, no, no, it can only be you.
Why do you push me away, why do you try to put my hand down.
How did this happen, how did it become like this.
I shouldn’t do this, I know, but I just can’t let you go.

Lying that you love me, lying that you miss me
Lying that you are coming back, all that you say are lies
Lying that you will watch out for me, lying that you cant live without me,
Why did you promise all these things if you were going to leave like this.

Even though I wish for this to be a dream, it’s no use.
(*Literally it means ‘Even though I wish for this to be a lie)
What should I do, what should I do when you leave.

Was it like this to begin with, cold-blooded love
(*Literally “love that leaves coldly”)
You are so bad, you are such a bad person,
Making me cry like this.

Lying that you love me, lying that you miss me
Lying that you are coming back, all that you say are lies
Lying that you will watch out for me, lying that you cant live without me,
Why did you promise all these things if you were going to leave like this.

Lying to me to leave, lying to me to not look back,
Lying to me to never look for you again, all of them are lies
Lying to me to forget you, lying to me we are all over.
No matter how many times I think it through, I cannot live without you, please come back.

I I I I feel like dying, I can’t do anything without you.
 

I I I I just keep crying, the word “goodbye” doesn’t come into my head
(*Literally “I cannot admit myself to say good bye”)
Again, my heart aches, I think I’m gonna go crazy.
Please come back, come back to me.

Bad Girl,Good Girl

You don't know me, you don't know me
You don't know me, you don't know me
So shut up boy, so shut up boy
So shut up boy, so shut up, shut up

You couldn't say anything in front of me
But you can talk badly about me behind my back
I'm dumbfounded

Hello, hello, hello, it seems like the first
Time, time, time you've seen a girl like me
Why do you judge me? Are you maybe afraid of me?

Outside I'm a bad girl, inside I'm a good girl
You don't even know me that well
You only look at the me on the outside
I find your gaze funny for seeing me as a pitiful girl
When I dance, I'm a bad girl, when I love, I'm a good girl
When you watch me dance, you're mesmerized
But are you done after you watch
I find your hypocrisy funny for pointing at me

These kind of clothes, this kind of hair
A girl that does these kind of dances is obvious
You're more obvious

Hello, hello, hello, if you don't have any confidence, go to the
Back, back, back, you just have to step back
Why do you continue being noisy?
Do you know your heart can be seen clearly?

Outside I'm a bad girl, inside I'm a good girl
You don't even know me that well
You only look at the me on the outside
I find your gaze funny for seeing me as a pitiful girl
When I dance, I'm a bad girl, when I love, I'm a good girl
When you watch me dance, you're mesmerized
But are you done after you watch
I find your hypocrisy funny for pointing at me

I'm looking for a man who can deal with me
I'm looking for a real man
Not a man that acts llke one through words
Isn't there a man that won't make me anxious?
Because he overflows with confidence
So that I can be me, so I can watch him freely from afar

Outside I'm a bad girl, inside I'm a good girl
You don't even know me that well
You only look at the me on the outside
I find your gaze funny for seeing me as a pitiful girl
When I dance, I'm a bad girl, when I love, I'm a good girl
When you watch me dance, you're mesmerized
But are you done after you watch
I find your hypocrisy funny for pointing at me

You don't know me, you don't know me
You don't know me, you don't know me
So shut up boy, so shut up boy
So shut up boy, so shut up, shut up

Lucifer..

Even if I try to avoid you, I can't find a place to hide
I'm trapped by you, who I can't even deny
If it was love, if you really loved me, don't do this to me
Her whisper is the Lucifer

If you tie me down and trap me
Then the love is also tied down
The future is also tied down
It can't grow anymore
Freely empty yourself and look at me
I'll fill you only, I'll completely fill you only

Your undeniable spell is the Lucifer
Your undeniable magic is the Lucifer
When I approach you
With your angelic face
Say the reason you live is for me
Say it

When I first saw you, I stopped for a short time
As if someone was tightly seizing my heart, not letting it go (Still)
You took all, all, all, all, all, all of my heart just like that
You make my heart burn out when you're not here

Loverholic, robotronic, loverholic, robotronic

The love stories I shared with you
You look towards the same places I do
When we feel that we can't get any more perfect
Only stare at me, you want me more, more, more, more, more, more
Only look at me, you're the center of everything, thing, thing, thing, thing, thing

Since before, something has been wrong, you've been weird
The love I knew left my side, one by one
All I have is you

I feel like I've become a clown trapped in a glass castle
I dance for you, who will never be satisfied
You look into me openly, touching my brain
I think I've become a fool
I think I'm only getting more and more attracted to you

Loverholic, robotronic, loverholic, robotronic

It's not that I hate you or that I dislike you
It's just that kind of stare is a burden is all
I'm not going anywhere
I've waited like this by only looking at you

Your stare captures me
As the days went by, it became sharper
I'm tired of your obsession
I've been cut a lot, my heart is bleeding
When it's about time for me to pass out
She comes to me like an angel, saying "I love you"
Even though I knew it was really you
You really confused me


I feel like I've become a clown trapped in a glass castle
Leave me alone, when I'm free, I'll be able to truly love you
Leave me alone, don't make me sick of you
So I can truly look at you

If you tie me down and trap me
Then love is also tied down
The future is also tied down
It can't grow anymore
Loverholic, robotronic, loverholic, robotronic
Your undeniable spell is the Lucifer

Without You..

I'm gonna be strong

Fine, breaking up is better
This was going to happen between us anyway
You were going to do this anyway
This is better, better than falling deeper in love anyway
I think of it as fortunate, that's why I'm okay

I gave you all my all
I believed you so I gave you my all
But you threw that away
I gave you my everything
So I'm gonna be okay

I'm gonna be okay
I'll be okay
Gonna be okay
Baby without you
Without you
Baby without you
Without you

Without you, I'll be cooler
More cooler
I'm going to stand up
Without you
I'll live on
Without you

Listen, everything happens for a reason
Everything happens for a reason
This is the last time you'll meet another man
Your words don't even make sense
Just turn around
It hurts me too much
I don't want to see you anymore

I was being fooled all this while
I didn't even know who you were
But I know now
You don't know love
So that's why I'm gonna be okay

Gonna be okay
I'll be okay
Gonna be okay
Baby without you
Without you
Baby without you
Without you

Without you, I'll be cooler
More cooler
I'm going to stand up
Without you
I'll live on
Without you

Why are you doing this to me, why?
Why do you have to do this to me, make me cry?
Was it enough to throw everything we had?
All of the times we were together
And the times we can never be together again
Aren't they wasteful, to you?
Does it not matter to you?
Even now, are you okay without me?

I'm gonna be okay
Gonna be okay
I'll be okay
Gonna be okay
Baby without you
Without you
Baby without you
Without you

Without you, I'll be cooler
More cooler
I'm going to stand up
Without you
I'll live on
Without you

Stand By You

Since the day you left without a word of goodbye
I feel that the scenery around me has changed.
The promise I made
that I would become your everything
and the incomplete memories
have also changed.

When you were crying by yourself back then,
if only had I run to you
you would still be by my side.
If I was given one more chance,
I would tell you once again
that I love you.
But the words that contain my overflowing feelings
cannot reach you anymore.

Where are you now?
Who are you with?
What kind of clothes are you wearing?
What are you doing and laughing at?
I am right here.
Even now, I am right here.
And I still believe that we will see each other again.

This feeling won't change
You're the only one I'm thinking of.

Just once more,
I want you to stand at my back with your tied hair
asking me "Guess who it is~~~"
and expecting me to say out your name.
Just the two of us being silly like that day by day.

I can't forget you,
But the truth is, I don't want to forget you.
I can't feel even a bit of happiness
because you're not by my side.
No matter how hard I try,
I'll end up crying
and my tears just won't stop.

Where are you now?
Who are you with?
What kind of clothes are you wearing?
What are you doing and laughing at?
I am right here.
Even now, I am right here.
I still believe that we will see each other again.


Therefore, I am right here
singing the song by myself.
Even though I don't have any reason to embrace this pain anymore,
I can't help doing it.

Even if I know that the days
when you were by my side making my world shine
won't come back again,
and no matter what will happen,
no matter how far I'm lost,
I never ever want to forget that my heart has chosen to love you.

No matter where you are,
no matter who you are with,
no matter what kind of dream you are dreaming of,
or what you are doing and laughing at,
I will be here forever.
Even now, I am right here,
believing in a day that we will meet again.

This feeling won't change,
you are the only one I'm thinking of.
This feeling won't change,
you are the only one I'm thinking of...

Colours,Melody &Harmony..

Right now, somewhere, someone
is in pain, all alone
Passing through a sleepless night
Until the light shines on your heart
Let’s nestle close together, so that we could sleep
Like a melody and harmony in love
For someone’s sake
we are here
Although we can only achieve small things
Even just for 1 second
We still want to stop all the tears in this world
And turn them all into smiles

Keep loving, and keep walking,
We’ve been believing that we will be able to convey these overflowing feelings
Even before we were born, we knew that we would meet
And that we would be searching for our dreams together

The moment when we are able to compose the sparkling sound
We will be able to forget all the sorrow
Melody and harmony
You are always by our side
Giving us courage and hope

Thanks to you
Thank you forever
These glittering feelings are your gifts to me
You’ve taught me how to support each other, to watch over each other
And that I’m not lonely

The love that was piled up
is riding on the melody
I want to convey it to you
Forever and ever

My music is my life
For you, for you, smile
Because our hearts will link together
My life is wonderful
Forever, forever

Starting from here

Keep loving, and keep walking
We have been believing that we will be able to
convey these overflowing feelings

Thanks to you
Thank you forever
These glittering feelings are your gifts to me

The love that was piled up
is riding on the melody
I want to convey it to you
Forever and ever

Right now, somewhere, someone is in pain, all alone
Passing through a sleepless night
Until the light shines on your heart
Let’s nestle close together, so that we could sleep
Like a melody and harmony in love...

Nagging..

Stop coming home so late.
Try to stop drinking.
You’re just like a 10 years old kid who won’t listen.

I can’t help but to laugh,
Who’s calling whom a kid?
Honestly, I can’t help but to laugh.

You don’t understand why I end up lecturing.
You wouldn’t understand how I want to have a good conversation.
Shall we stop?
Let’s stop.

One to ten, everything I say is for your own good.
It’s so obvious that what I say is nothing but a nag to you.
Let’s stop, let’s stop,
There’s not enough time even if we just love.

This lecture is from the bottom of my heart.
I can’t stop the lecture even if you hate it.
Let’s stop, let’s stop,
All I can hear is you nagging.

Wondering if you eat on time,
Or if you’re distancing yourself from other women.
I want to stay by your side the whole day.
That’s exactly how I feel,
If I could carry you around in my pocket
I would be really happy.

The conversation which needs both of us.
The conversation which others might find it funny.
Shall we stop?
Let’s stop.

One to ten, everything I say is for your own good.
But it’s obvious that it’s nothing more than a nag to you.
Let’s stop, let’s stop,
There’s not enough time even if we just love.

This lecture is from the bottom of my heart.
I can’t stop the lecture even if you hate it.
Let’s stop, let’s stop,
Can you hear my nagging?

No matter how much I glare or intimidate.
To me it’s just a cute face.
Will you stop it already, I won't be able to hold back my anger
And might really get mad.

I wouldn’t say it if I don’t love you.
Words from my heart, which cares about you more than anyone.
You may get mad or yell at me,
But, to me even your naggings are sweet.


It’s the kind of lecture you can only say if you love,
But it’s obvious that it’s nothing more than a nag to you.
Let’s stop, let’s stop,
Just believe in my heart.

Waeyo I'm so sensitive?!

Annyeong.. ^^

I don't know wae I can't sleep.. = =

So,I turn on the tv and searching for any interesting story or movie..

Suddenly.... I saw 1 story tittle that make me interested with it..

The name of that story is "I'm the lagend"

For your information,it's not english story but korean... ^o^ (love it!)

Can't wait for 2nd episode.. ^^

That story make me cry...!

I can't stop crying for a few minutes..

The story was so sad.. :(

You don't believe it??!

It's up to you..

Now,I don't wanna sleep..

Don't know what to do else after this.. >o< *thinking*

What should I do...????!!!!

Urghh!

Maybe the best thing is.....go to sleep before omma mad with me.. :)

Bye~~~ ^o^

Annyeong all..

Good night and good morning..

*bow*

The time almost come...!!!

Day by day...

The time getting nearer..

What should I do..??

I'm worried bout my oppa.. >o<

To my kyeopta oppa,Hero Jaejoong..Sarangaeyeo~~!!! ^o^

I will miss you so bad...

And to my brother,Allen..

Yahhh~~!!! Don't you try to be a playboy.. ^^

I will miss my ullzang's facebook acc.. :(

I will miss my friends..

I will miss my omma and appa...

My playboy cat.. 

Omma didn't give me to bring lappy and brabby to the college..

I need them...!!!

The important thing is,I wanna lose my weight..!

I wanna be like Choi Seo Hee.. ^o^

Do you think I can be like her??    = ="

Sheez,it will be a big trouble for me...

Meaningful song..

I'm almost cry when hear this song.. :(

TOP receive a letter from his fan..

The writer of that letter sick..i mean suffer with disease...

So,TOP decide to use the story in that letter to make a song...

How could this happen to me
But even worse, how could this happen to you
It began with a letter and was the beginning of pain
I'm a tell it to you straight
Hey look

Every breathless day frantically passes
At some point, meeting you became a precious bond
All of the universe appeared beautiful
I came to like what you liked
Within our perfectly stable days
Sharing our inner most feelings
I've been taken ill, There's no reply
Sorry I'm sorry bye TOP

Oh mom, What should I do mom
A selfishness hotter than a fire torments me, Oh my God
Oh mom, I promise mom, What can I do
Now, I now, Oh my God, Oh my God

Quote from Into The Fire
Mother, I might die today
Please protect me so I don't lose my laughter

A desolate day, I receive a letter
Your circumstances make me tear
If my voice brightens your world
Farther and farther, I'll shout
Nananana Nananana Do you hear my heavy heart
Friend wipe your tears, I think you're prettier when you smile
Sorry I'm sorry, Oh my God

Oh mom, What should I do mom
A selfishness hotter than a fire torments me, Oh my God
Oh mom, I promise mom, What can I do
Now, I now, Oh my God, Oh my God

Baby don't cry, You stand vacantly alone
Don't worry, It may be lonely but you're not the only one
Look beside you, you're not alone
Don't cry, You stand vacantly alone
Don't worry, It may be lonely but you're not the only one
Look beside you, you're not alone

Life is funny, It's a delicate play with fire
Playful obstacles are life's restraints, Everything is for your heart's resolution so
Keep your head up

Baby don't cry, You stand vacantly alone
Don't worry, It may be lonely but you're not the only one
Look beside you, you're not alone
Don't cry, You stand vacantly alone
Don't worry, It may be lonely but you're not the only one
Look beside you, you're not alone

Oh mom, Oh mom 

He's cute!! ^^

Love to listen this song before I'm going to sleep... ^o^

 Hello.. ^^

Do you like this song...? ^o^

Don't say that you're K-pop fan if you don't know this song..!! XD

I can't imagine if GD sing this song for me everytime before I'm going to sleep.. >o<

Baby good night
Baby good night
Baby good night
Baby good night


Baby good night
Should I draw the image of her sleeping
Don't be shy anymore, You're already my girl
Even if it's not clear it's that way to me
You're more than I deserve
You're perfect, Thank you for being by my side baby, my lady


(I'll always love you girl)
A ray of light trickles in
Through the cracks of the dim balcony
A perfect silhouette, this calming night's aroma
Is like a coconut scented oil
Just like the day I confessed to you
Do you remember?
I whisper in your ears, Come closer
You're too fine
A freckled crimson strawberry
And I become the whipping cream that wraps around


Know how much I love you beautiful girl
Like a picture of a child to me
And frozen before a shadow
There's nothing I can do
With a shaky voice
With dry lips
(Come a step closer to me and tenderly whisper)
The surrounding firelight dances
I always dream of you

Baby good night
Baby good night
Baby good night
Baby good night

Baby good night (Don't wanna say goodbye)
Baby good night (Don't wanna say goodbye)
Baby good night (Don't wanna say goodbye)
Baby good night (Don't wanna say goodbye)


When the darkness of the black night finds us
Those beautiful eyes close and drift off
I sit by your bed
And caress your hair
Looking into your face
I want to convey my love
I wish time would stop like this
You are just so beautiful


(Hey sweetheart)
That I'd be familiar with everything
Your cute question
It's just beautiful, the great power of love
Our lips redden
Our eyes meet, Yes a bit deeper
You're my beautiful girl
You light the fire in my soul
Refreshing mint, the same hint
Teach me the answer sweet girl
You're my beautiful girl
You light the fire in my soul
Refreshing mint, the same hint
Refreshing mint, hint
The answer is you

Baby good night
Baby good night
Baby good night
Baby good night

Baby good night (Don't wanna say goodbye)
Baby good night (Don't wanna say goodbye)
Baby good night (Don't wanna say goodbye)
Baby good night (Don't wanna say goodbye)